February 2010
1 post
January 2010
23 posts
it's nights like these..
that make me smile..
my love
So last night i finally broke down..
like emotionally..
since i have been back from cali, i havent been my upbeat self & it had fucked shit up with Linden. Hes been so frustrated because i have been so unhappy & stuff. We had argued so much. So finally on the way to taking him to work i broke down.
i admitted to him i wasnt all there because of all that has happened this past month...
Me: is there anything else i can help you with today?
Customer: yeah, pay my bill girl! out of your pocket!
Me: *silence*
Customer: ....it was a joke.. haha?
Me: *pause* heh heh [fake laugh] okay those channels should be up shortly, you have a great day.
NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION:: 'no more lazy days'
… i am gonna actually get my butt out of bed the first time my alarm goes off:: still working on it, i have all year right?
… im gonna doll myself up more often:: when i acutally take the time to do my make up for the day i FEEL better about myself.. this will be a self esteem boost for me
… i am NOT gonna spend my days off only sleeping & playing video games:: obviously one of those days is...
i just realized that Tet is the same day as Valentines day, which seems to land on a sunday this year & sundays are my fridays!! this is gonna be good! <3
“i hate missing lighters.”
Survey about my love..
Who is the lucky catch? [[im obviously the lucky one, but Linden is my catch]] The cutest thing ((LiNDEN)) does is… [[TAKE A BREAK FROM GAMING TO CUDDLE ME & LET ME KNOW YOU LOVE ME]] ((LiNDEN)) makes me mad when… [[WHEN YOU ARE SO GRUMPY AND MEAN WHEN YOU WAKE UP]] The best memory I have with ((LiNDEN))… [[the parties at Sonny’s]] I love that little thing ((LiNDEN)...
Sometimes I’m such a jerk.
i woke up at 8:37 & had to be at work by 9—i made it.
//but i asked Linden to wake me up at 8 since he was only playing video games..
—-i snapped at him for forgetting.
i called him when i got to work, and i appologized.
i really love him.
i love spending my nights with LiNDEN
September 2009
1 post
“happiness resides not in the posessions”
– Democritus